Copy n paste. Just wanna share :')

'Get over him. He's not even worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yeah you loved him, I know that. And I know you just can't see yourself with anyone other than him, I get that. I've been there. But why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he is with. Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure it hurts, the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love with other girls.





Yeah you're going to see him with one of his new girlfriends. Prepare yourself, because straight up; it's gonna hurt. He will hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter just because he knows you're watching. He knows it's killing you; and that's why he will do it. Don’t let him get to you because that, well that's exactly what he wants. Don’t give him what he wants. He doesn't even deserve it. So what if he doesn’t talk to you? Do you honestly wanna be friends with an asshole like him anyway?





Thing is, I know you still do. But give it time. Because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend and just try and make you jealous, and really. Do you want to hear that? No. So screw him and his girlfriend. He will be sorry, trust me. When he finally sees you with some other guy who's not him. With that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close, he will realize how happy you are now. And how happy your boyfriend is because he has you; the girl of his dreams. He will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you, when he decided he just did not love you the same. Trust me, he will be sorry. So don’t go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know you’ll never get. Or that IM you know he will never send you simply because he likes to ignore you. He likes to pretend he doesn't see you online, and he does it out of spite just because he knows it's killing you.






When he walks past you in the hallways, he is gonna look past you, but you need to know he only does that because he knows somewhere inside you, it will hurt. I'm not gonna lie to you. It will hurt. It will hurt a lot. But it will hurt even more when you see her name and how much he loves her in his profile. It’s all going to hurt. Knowing you're not the girl that's making him smile. Knowing you're not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing you're not the face on his wallpaper. Knowing you won't be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing there's not going to be anymore late night phone calls arguing about who loves who the most. And you know what? Today, tomorrow, next week, or maybe months from now; your phone will go off with a text message, you will instantly grab your phone hoping it's him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot. But trust me; he's got too much pride. Even if he wanted to get back together with you, he wouldn't tell you.




You're soon going to realize he doesn't care about you anymore and he won't be the first person you think of calling when you're upset. He won't be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yeah it's going to hurt; its going to hurt a lot. But you know what you're going to do? You're going to hold your head up. You're going to show him you're better off without him and you don't need him in your life. You're going to prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life by letting you go and that you never really needed him anyway .


Dinner Pramasis 2012

Assalamualaikum...

Hai korang! Sorry lame senyap. Takde mood nak update blog pastu busy trial. Hihihi. Tak lame lagi nak STPM dah! Siryez tak ready lagi! Ayoyoyoyo mood study asyik on-off ja. Tak lama lagi dah nak habis f6 dah. Uhux3 mesti rindu dkt classmate nanti :( Hope korang takkan lupe an aku k! Muahhmuahh*

Anyway, 14 hb September ritu ktrg ade Pramasis Annual Dinner. Dinner ni dibuat utk meraikan upper six la konon-kononnye. Setiap tahun lower six yg kena plan utk buat dinner nie. So, tahun ni dinner ktrg buat dkt Ilham Resort, Port Dickson. Mak oi jauhnye. Hihi tapi nasib baik ade transport. Hihihi thanks Eyqa yayang :)
Tema dinner tahun ni Arabian Nite! Ramai pakai jubah. Aku tak pakai pun. Uhux3 aku pakai dress biase je. Jubah SZ bagi besau gedabak tak alter lagi. Thanks to my Along sbb make-upkan. Hoho 1st time aku make-up over gituuuu nyah! Siap fake eyelashes bagai. Kau hado? Haha. Baju pun asal boleh ja. Pening kepala nak pakai apa. Last minute baru ada. Tu pun atas bantuan khidmat nasihat from my siz inlaw. Huhu.
Dinner malam tu yayang Eyqa ite menang princess of da nite! Awk sgt cantik malam tu la yayang :) Alololo so shuweet! Hehe prince pulak Aliff Jasme :) Hihihi

Dinner tahun ni best la jugak. Tempat dia best. Ala-ala candle light dinner gitu. Makanan dia pun sedap! Tapi yg kurangnye ramai complaint lower six tahun ni plan dinner mcm tak smooth ja. Banyak yg kelam-kabut. Tapi takpe la, 1st time kan? Next time buat yg lebih better ok^^ Lepastu cikgu kate pengetua marah sbb ramai cikgu yg tk datang utk dinner f6 kali ini. And lepas tu cikgu kate budak-2 lower n upper masing-2 buat hal sendiri ja. Macam tak bergaul sangat. Nak wat caneee. Meja pun kena duduk class by class. Huhuhux sbb tu aku asyik lari dkt group 6 (A) PP ja. Hihihi tapi ni bukan aku kate ek, cikgu yg kate. Huhu. Lepastu persembahan pun cm boringg ja. Just persembahan dari dax lower and game pun seciput ja. Cabutan bertuah pun ramai dax lower je dapat. Huhu dats not fair ok! ^^

Tapi apa-apa pun. I really enjoyed the moment! Lagi-lagi bilaaaaaa....................bila apa ek? Hahaha tunggu di next entry kite cecite k^^ Pftt dah la malas taip panjang-panjang. Nak upload gamba je. Upload gamba sikit-sikit ja. Yg lain tengok dkt fb okay! Kbai :)

Wiv Tiyot and Lieya

Best classmate! Pqa je takde. Hmm

Amoy and Ayed. Geng gedik aku. Huhu

Amoy masam. Kau cun doeh! Malas puji depan-2 Nanti tergeliat bontot. HAHA

 

Wiv Aliff Jasme. Eceh eceh :)

princess n prince of da nite :)

29 Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum

Hoyeahhh-2! Aku rasa puas sangat Raya tahun ni. Puas hati gile-2 sbb akhirnya aku dapat beli semua yg aku nak guna duit aku sendiri. Wahhh banggenye! Selame ni law nak beli pape mesti kena mintak duet dkt Mak T_______T

Alhamdulillah... tahun nie aku tk payah susa-2 mintak duet dkt Mak lg nak beli barang itu ini. Tahun ni baju kurung ape sume sume aku beli pakai duit aku. Ade la dalam 5rat melayang. Hihihi. Plus, Mak aku dpt bonus lagi. Hihihi sebenarnya dh lame dh aku plan nak surprisekan Mak aku. Aku nak belikan Mak kelengkapan untuk Raya. Thanks to my Along sebab tolong aku fullfillkan hasrat hatiku ini. Hihihi Macehh Along! Sukenye hati sy!

Aku tk bagitahu Mak pun. Yelaa dah kate surprise kan mane boleh bagitahu! Mak, ini je yg dapat Teah bagi untuk balas budi Mak selama ni. Walaupun tk seberapa, tapi Teah harap Mak suka. Weee :') Nanti kalau Teah dah kerja, Teah janji 1st gaji Teah, Teah nak kasi dkt Mak! Keep my word okay! Soon.. InsyaAllah :)

Huwwwaaa.. kopak duet saya beli spek mate sampai 7rat lebih. Hihihihih spek mate je pun -,- maklumla den ni da rabun haaa :P

Anyway, kepada semua yg mengenali diri ini, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFILITRI MINAL AIDIL WAL FAIDZIN MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. Segala salah silap harap diampunkan dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki. 0-0 okay. Raya nanti datang la rumah okay!

Kbai.

Mood : Malas tahap gaban nak update blog sambil taip lajulaju -,-

Happy birthday, sahabat

 13 August 1993

Selamat Hari Ulang Tahun yg ke -19
Semoga panjang umur
Sentiase dimurahkan rezeki

Sorry.
Bukan tak ingat
Saje takmo tonjolkan diri
Sbb kau yg putuskan persahabatan kite
Takleh nak wat ape daa

Yg penting aku nak ko tau
Aku sayangg ko sbg salah sorang kawan aku yg paling best!
Aku rindu ko laa wehh
Aku rindu tuan penasihat aku
Sumpah rindu!

Kbai :/

Get Lost!

Heyy stalker-2 ku sekalian...

Tk payah nak stalk sgt laa..
Tk paya nak bajet perfect nak judge lyfe orang
Motif???
Please, get a life okay?

Mind ur own bussiness.
Aku tk kacau hidup ko pun
So, tk payah nak semak-2 dlm hidup aku

Okay???

SELAMAT HARI RAYA 

^___________^

p/s : SZ ni memang nak kena babap ngn sy, grr! Oke fine, MERAJUK

MERAJUK

#Jumaat 3/8/12

Stay sekolah sampai petang
Konon study group dgn Amoy, Lia . Pqa.
Semua siapkan nota Sejarah.
Bese la, next week kan pra trial. =,=
 Balik sekolah dah pukul 4.30 pm
Ramai-2 naik city liner.
Ingat bus naik atas sampai bandar
Sekali tk pulak
Adoi.... tk kan nak menapak naik atas?
Kau gila?
Dah la puase, penat, malu lagik =,=
Last-2 call kak xyra
Nasib baek tyme tu dia ade dkt shell
So, just suruh dia amex aku dkt situ je.
Phewwwww...Naseb baek =,=

#Sabtu 4/8/12

Nak pergi sekolah
Dah janji dgn Pyqa, Amoy n Lia
Nak study group
belajar BM, MIKRO & SJ
Janji pergi pukul 10am
Dah siap-2 dah
Pastu suruh drg hanta
Kemain susah!!!
Main-2 pass pulak
Kejap suruh org tu
Kejap suruh org ni
Saket lak hati aku ni aii!!
Aku nak pergi sekolah
Nak belajar
Bukan nak menggedik!!
Kalau aku ade kereta
Tkde makne aku nak
susahkan krg de haii!!
Terase giler!
Pastu nak maki-2 aku pulak!!
Erghhhhhh!!
Sampai sekolah,
Dengan tersedu-2 nye
Dah tk pk ape dah
Terus call Along
Ngadu dkt dia
Kemain kuat lak ai nangis
Dax Pqa n Lia pun pelik.

~~~~

 Merajuk!
Tknak balik rumah
Aku tido umah Amoy
Aku tk gtau drg pun
Biau padan muke!
Huhhh!!!!!
Tau pulak nak call!!
Buat ape nak call!!
Aku en nyusah an krg je!!

~~~

Ahad 5/8/12

Pergi sekolah lagi
Study group subject SJ
Still tk gtau drg
HP penuh missedcall drg
Wwuekkkk!!!! :P
Padan muke!
Sape suruh buat aku nangis!

Kbai.

Aku nak lupakan dia!!!!

Ape lagi care laen yg aku boleh buat utk aku lupakan kau!! Tolong la aku Ya Allah, bantulah hambamu ini ;( aku sudah tk terdaya nak menanggung perasaan sakit hati ini Ya Allah..! Tolong aku!! Dah macam2 care aku buat, dah macam2 ikhtiar aku lakukan. semuenye sbb nak lupe an ko! Aku block ko kt fb! Aku kerek2 dgn ko! Bile ko msg aku wt dunno. aku delete no. ko dr contact list ak. Ape lagi??? Ape lagi yg ko nak!!! Aku tau ini sume bukan salah ko... Aku yg bodo... padahal ko sikit pun tk kesah aku nak terkontang-kanting ke ape kt sini!!! ko ape tau!!! sape la ak ney utk ko ingat wlpn skejap.. aku seda aa wehh! aku tau! Ini sume silap aku! Aku yg bodoh sbb terlalu syggkan ko!!! Aku yg bingai sbb terlalu cintekan ko. tp ko?? cket pun tk pandang sume uh! Aku tau laa...

Wehhh pompuan!! Ko ni asal bodo sgt!! Kau dh block dy dkt fb. tapi????? ade je care ko gune utk stalk die kan??? pastu bile ko tengok page dy penuh dgn comment betina, tetiba ko nak sentap pehal???? ko yg mule dulu!!!! ko yg gedik pegi tengok wtpe!!! ko ni memang bodoh la!!!! ko ni xpaham bahase ke??? kalo org uh dh xnk dkt ko, ko bla je la dari hidup dy!!! wtpe nak terhegeh2 lagi bodoh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dy kt sane suka ria senang lenang syok2 dkt sane.. dari ko dox menggedik2 nangis utk dia kenape??? dia tk guna la wehh utk ko!!!! dy tu cuma masa lalu ko!!! move on, babe!!! lupekan die!!!!! die cket pun xingt kt ko, wtpe ko nak ingt dy, wtpe ko nk mengharap utk ssuatu yg mmang xkan terjadi!!!! tolong laa wehhh... kasi keras laa hati tu cket.. jgn lembik sgt!!!! ko kena kuat laa!!!!!!!! tolong la !!! tolong lupekan die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s : Bby, im really need you right now :'(
      : SZ, maafkan sy.. sy still xleh lupekan die... tlg sy lupekan dy plesh :'(